26/3/2011 ♥

OMG I enjoyed today... xD
Woke up at like 6...
Got everything ready and went to Isaac's house...
Today was the day of the Youthwave Challenge!! :DDD

So yeah...
Bought two sausage buns on the way to Isaac's place...
Ate one at his house... (The other one was for later :P)
We left for the stadium at 7...
I'm not really sure what stadium actually.. Haha..
Just know that it was in like Bayan Lepas or something like that..

We got there earlier than the rest of the PCC people..
So stood there lo.. LOL.
People started arriving and the gang came at like 8 or something...
I got my jersey from Darren Tjung...
It was L Size!! LOL
I actually asked that they get me XL... DDD:

Ah well...
Anyway... Number 15.. :P
Saw a few faces I knew...
Previn Mohan and Reuben Lai, Hilltop FC members..
That girl that stepped on my hand in 2006 during CIDS.. LOL!!
Jun Hong.. I don't really know how to spell his name.. Hamid Khan chess player..
Jee Hung and Wei Shern, Primary school classmates..
A couple of boys and a girl from my school.. :P
Reuben Lim, went to FIRECAMP in December with me...
And a few others..

Well..
We had to wait until like 950 for our first match...
It was with some people from PFS...
Saw some guy I recognized..
Adrian I think... Probably plays chess...
Well I think we played well..
Were trailing 1-0 before I came in..
Masuk nia we score 3 d... xDD
Joking..

Next match was against some people wearing white..
I don't really remember them that much though..
The rain was like pouring hard by then..
In the end, we won 2-1..
Not bad la.. Lol..

Last match of the group stages was against this team wearing blue..
Not really sure where they were from.. Lol... Maybe HBC?
But that match we really style la.. xD
They injured like 2 of our players though.. >:|
Not nice...

Well! Into the 2nd round~
We first played Reuben Lim's team! :D GBC or something like that..
I man-marked Mr. Lim for like 80% of the match.. Lol...
The one time he escaped and got the ball... They scored... :\
Zzz.. The match ended 1-1...

Final match of the 2nd round was against umm...
AIM... Air Itam something...
Wah kena teruk... Lol..
4-0 leh.... :\
But GBC kena 5-0... So we mangaed to get through... :D

Semi-finals!
Played against Subzero~ Oooohhh... LOL
Subzero is a team from PCC too... Bunch of St.Xavierians and Matthew Ong.. xD
The game ended 4-4... So we went Golden goal~
Unfortunately...
Their catcher very good larr... Haha..
So yeah.. We lost...

Onto the 3rd place playoffs! Lol..
Playing against Anthony's team of Chung Ling boys...
Among them were friendly faces like Leong Yu Kai, Ng Yan Xun and Ooi Chun Lin.. =)
So yeah.. They went with the same strategy..
The two tiny assassins Daniel Lee and Jordan Scully attacking...
Bryan Yeoh and Darren Tjung supporting...
I got subbed after 3 minutes or so.. xD
So yeah..
I think we lost by 4-3... T.T
But oh well..
I felt satisfied with my team's performance.. =)

So yeah.... Subzero in the end lost to AIM... DDD:
But our Men's Open team, A-Men, beat AIM in the finals... :DD
So that was awesome...
Got a ride from one of Anthony's friends back to Sg Ara because my family would have been gone from church if I had taken the bus there...
So I stopped at Dinas to have dinner..
RM 1.50 Tosai Masala is awesome... :D
Added with Teh Ais RM0.90~ Nice dinner... ^^

Went to Aswing to buy stuff... And because it was not even 8 yet...
My family would only be at home at like 9...
So yeah..
I remembered it was Koh Yu Tian's birthday tomorrow.. Lol..
So I bought her a birthday card.. Haha..
And yeah.. I called her.. Because I had no idea where her house was... xD
After like 20 minutes, I found out she lived like quite far from where I was..
But who cares... I was like "I'm gonna do this!"



So there I was.. In the pouring rain... Walking from Aswing to Relau.. Haha...
Pretty fun if you think about it...
Got there soon enough... And gave her the card... WHEEEEEE~ ^^
She lent me an umbrella... So nice of her..
And gosh was I glad I got it..
The rain was mad at the moment..

Walked back home smiling to myself...
Wow today was fun.. xDD
Came back home just as my family opened the gate.. Haha..
Went in and took a nice bath... Ahhh...

Well... I guess that's it leh... =)
Unless anything interesting happens after this post..
In which case I have no intention to blog about it.. :DDD

People I Know..

Probably includes you.. ;P
I've been told that I know quite a lot of people...
That's probably true..
That doesn't mean I'm terribly close to them though..
:(

Most of the people I know are either:
School people, Church people, Relatives, Football people, Friends of friends, Random people I often see in Penang.. LOL

So yeah..
School people.
I haven't particularly been that close with anybody recently... :\
Probably because of exams and studies..
My classmates in particular are really really hardworking.. Lol!
And I'm not... **** xD

Shannie and the others hold study groups regularly..
Nice of him to invite me anyways...
But I get really emo whenever I go.. xD
It's just the feeling of inferiority often dawns upon me..
:\
So I probably study better alone... Lol..

Church People.
I know a lot of people through church..
Since there are plenty of churches in Malaysia..
Well...
I'm not really close with probably more than half of the people I know in church..
There are definitely a few people who don't even know my name.. Erk..
Church people as I see it is divided..
And I mean really divided..
Lol..
Cell groups.
Doesn't help that I'm not that sociable.. ==
And the youth in church are like really in their own group..
I'm not too sure I have a group..
Ah well..
YouthWave is a good thing though..
At least I talk and interact with my teammates...
Youth Camp is also genius.
But of course there are people in church that can really make my day.. =)
Coz as Christians.. That's what we're suppose to do.. Haha..
So yeah.. Good bunch of people these church fellas...
Although I don't know some of them that well..

Relatives.
Erk.. Haha..
I'm not really that close with my relatives...
Not like what I see around me anyways...
A lot are older than me.. A lot are younger than me...
The ones that are from the same age group are female...
Lol!
So yeah..
My relatives are an awesome bunch of people though.. =)

Football people.
Haha well..
I kinda like my football club mates..
Nice people that invite me to stuff..
I just spent two consecutive nights at Mohendra's place because his family was out..
So yeah..
It's not everybody that get to have a bunch of friends like these...
=)

Friends of friends.
These people are actually one of my favourites... Haha.. =)
Coz it's quite likely that my schoolmates don't know them..
So I can talk to them freely...
And not be too afraid that they'll spill beans on me...
There are quite a number that I'm actually quite close to...
I seriously love them to bits!!! ♥♥♥♥
There are also those that I don't really know larr...
But still...
"Oh hey!"
Like that lo...
=P

And then there's...
Random People I see around Penang. Lol.
Yeah there are actually people like this.. xD
Example: That tall chinese Hamid Khan guy.. Haha.. I dont know his name.. Name starts with "C"...
I know a lot of people through the activities I enter in.. I see them often enough...
But I don't know their names.. xD
So yeah...

Ooh! There's also..
My Primary School Friends.
Well...
Some of these people are still in contact with me..
So that's nice..
Since we don't see each other that often it's okay that we're not that close..
Haha...
(Does not apply to people I see often though.. Shan, Kenneth, etc. Lol.. )

Well...
It seems that I know a lot of people..
But friends are really hard to come by...
So do appreciate your friends... Lol.

LIKE WRITING RUMUSAN LIKE THAT... xDDD

Testimony to Myself

Greetings future me,

I am writing this in case you may have need of it at any time of your life..
Even if you are disappointed with yourself or feel that life has no meaning...
Remember!
You are important in the world!
You are a fire brand for God!
You are to share the word with the world...

Even if you are failing at anything you are doing..
Remember that God has a plan for you!
He will not let go of you wherever you go...
God will be beside you every step of the way in your life..
That is certain!

Read your bible!
See what God wants to say to you...
And listen!
When you are lost, you can always go to God...
He will be there for you!

This is about 2 days after FIREcamp..
Remember that you are to keep that fire burning?
Izit still burning?
If not, pray about it!
Ask God to help you~
He will surely be listening!

I hope this helps you, future me...
Until the next time I have a post like this then...

"In the next 100 days, win one for the Lord... Did you manage to do it?"

Suicide sounds painless..

Well...
Exams are coming soon...
But I've sorta given up on my life...
I mean..
I have nothing to live for anymore...
Anything and everything that I try to do I fail at...
Have any of you tried to pick up a wet bar of soap on a wet floor?
Well this is something like that but that I've spent the whole week trying to pick up one lousy bar of soap...
I'm so useless...

The meaning of life...
What is it?
I don't even want to try doing anything now coz I fear I'll just stupidly fail at it...
My life is just like that...
Empty.

I hate my life..
Why am I even allowed on this Earth when all I do is nothing...
I feel so ridiculously useless....
I see no reason for me to be studying now...
Since whatever I do will surely not be enough...
Death sounds so nice right now...

I wonder if my classmates will remember me...
They'll probably think about me for like a week or two..
Then they'll continue with their lives...
That's what my life means at the moment...
Nothing.

I'm pretty sure people hate me...
Or rather have nothing to do with me...
Coz they know they'd just be wasting their time...
I seriously think I have no possible future in the world...
What the heck could I possibly do to contribute to the world...
Nothing.
Nothing at all...

My life is a wreck...
Nothing is right...
I don't think anybody can help me..
I'll probably just sink deeper and deeper into this abyss of doom...
I don't know if I'll ever get out of it...
I don't see how...
Life.
What is it to be used for??

I hope a car hits me soon....

*Squeak*

So yeah...
*Squeak*
I have not blogged in a LONG time... Haha...
But I'm bored at the moment so here goes nothing.. :P

Life is now a weird unshaped mess...
My homework pile is constantly growing...
I'm getting lazy...
I NEED TO BE MORE HARDWORKING!!!!
People in my life are changing...

So yeah...

Couples are slowly forming in my class...
Names shall not be mentioned. So yeah... :P
My results SUCKED.
I'm almost last of the 2ND CLASS....
Crap...
So I deleted Garena and Warcraft.. FTW
Waddya gotta do...
I'm not gonna be installing them if I don't break 30 this time round...

Form 4 has been interesting..
Homework is excruciating... No help from the 2 math subjects there...
I have also been extremely busy...
Karate, OMK, Debate, Spell-It-Right, Oxbridge Genius Maths Exam, UNSW English....
So yeah... busy.. xD
I'm also now the vice-president of the school's Chess Club and Interact Club..
Siao siao...

There's also a German guy in my class now...
He'll be in town for a year..
Name's Johannes Wehling, 16, Single. Yeah..
LOL..
People say I look like him, or rather he looks like me... :P
He sits beside me so I get to talk to him a lot...
Nice chap. =) Hope he'll get used to us soon... Haha...

There's gonna be a futsal competition in my school next week...
Quite nervous since I'm in the team...
I don't really play football well... As my Hilltop FC team mates can tell you...
But we have Johannes on the pitch!
He was the president of his football club back in Cologne. :P
Hope I'll perform well...
We're in the same group as 4C1, 5S3, and some B team...
Which equals GG..

Had choir competition on 24/7 :P
We actually messed up on stage!! D:
But we still got Silver..
So it was all good..
Ying Hui was all sad and emo and all...
But I guess she's all right now..

*I'm so tired right now..*
Played football with my classmates...
I'm not that good... T.T
Zi Ming kneed my right calf...
Can't walk properly at the moment.. Lol..

Ah well...
Until the next time I decide to momentarily revive my blog then...
Cheerio. :)

Wow... another one.

Yep, another one.
As shocking as it seems it IS another post on my previously dead blog...
Well, my dad's home at the moment so there's no chance of DotA... xP
Read a few blogs and decided ah heck, might as well start typing...
So here we go. Hobey Ho...
Yeah Shucks. I know.

Woke up at 5:04...
Siao siao...
Awesome since I don't have my handphone as an alarm clock..
Usual stuffs...
Reached school at 6:32...
Felt kinda good and decided to greet warmly the first few people that walked into class...
Stopped when 3 girls came in simultaneously... lulz.
Ah well...
Eugene brought his guitar so that was cool..
Played awhile..
Was suppose to be doing Modern maths but ah well...
Adoria brought the German girl up to class awhile later...
Well she seems awfully quiet...
The German girl I mean, not Adoria.
Adoria looked good. So that's that.
Saba Ghalib.
Probably.
That's the girl's name.
Probably.
School went on just fine actually..
First period was empty.
Always good to start a new day. :P
Then, choral speaking D:
I don't really like this...
Don't really have a chance of winning...
Came back and it was Sivik..
Joked around a lot...
:P
Then Chinese.
It wasn't so bad actually..
My Chinese teacher is good.
Maths.
I got a 91, which is good since I was thinking that I could possibly get a "B"..
Makan Time then.
Usual shtuffs.
Umm...
Ah yes, BM...
Yet another teacher absent!
Choir teacher came in for replacement...
:D
And Physics teacher!
He started giving out results...
He gave 'em out in ascending order...
Me, Chee Soon, Shan and TKL were sitting together shouting "Up, up, up!" with every name mentioned..
Then suddenly teacher called out Kun Lin's name.
So funny... xD "First Blood~"
Then mine, xD "Double Kill~"
I got a bloody 79!! Hurriedly streamed through to find something to get an "A"
And so, I did get it.
Inertia's definition. xP
So 80 it was. Which is not bad...
Considering I find it my weakest subject in the 3 Science subjects..
After that was English.
Teacher decided to give me 100.
So that's okay...
Well, after the papers were handed out nobody paid much attention to the poor teacher....
Ah well...
Another choral speaking practice....
Zzz...
It was better but got pulled late...
Was just in time for Choir practice...
Didn't really do much..
21 Guns nia.
Nice though, singing IYAZ's "Replay" to the song. xD
Got a ride from Jie Ying's mum back home....
Trees near her house so nice!:]
Flowers and shtuffs...
There are some of the same trees near my area too, but they aren't that bloomed yet.
Got back and granddad wasn't back.
Decided not to go on computer and played a bit of guitar...
Got tired and slept...
Woke up at 927.... O_O
Ate a bit of stuff and came online..
Ah well..
Shan's vids are awesome really.



Nice shtuff here.

Oh well...
Dad might be asleep...
But I'm not gonna push my luck..
Got school tomorrow...
Ah well...

これは何ですか？

What's this??
Could it be??
But its impossible!!!
But it is!!!!
Its...
An update on the surely dead blog of Michael Boon!!!!!

*News reporters stream over*

The public can barely believe their eyes!!!
This has not happened for nearly two months now!!!
For something this substantial to happen at this particular time of the month!!!
MADNESS!!!

Yes, my dear public...
Madness it is....
I kinda stopped blogging after I switched from Internet Explorer to Mozilla Firefox..
It just wasn't one of my bookmarks anymore... :P
So what brings me back you ask?
Answer: Gaki no Tsukai!
ShibataBread's account on Youtube recently got banned so I couldnt watch the vids for awhile...
Upon reading ShibataBread's blog, I find his new account: NotShibataBread.
So for anybody interested, please go watch his vids...

Well, after logging into Blogger for the first time in a few weeks, I see that some people are still blogging quite strongly...
Shuning's still splashing her crap around the internet and Tze Chien's also blogging away nicely..
And so I wonder if I have much to blog about now that I'm 16...
Well...
I actually do!
Just that I'm too lazy to go bother about it...
I have not touched my homework all holiday~ Whoo~
xD
Ah well..
Im gonna have to get started on it sooner or later...
Got Spiritual Parenting Training later...
Should be good..
So I don't know when I'll be getting down to that homework of mine....
Oh well...
That's something for the future me to worry about...
There's supposedly gonna be a German girl coming to my class for two weeks when school restarts...
Im not really clear on how this affects my life though...
Oh well..
Imma go with the flow~

Apologies to Shan if he ever reads this as I used japanese for my post title. =P

*Out*