Suicide sounds painless..

Well...
Exams are coming soon...
But I've sorta given up on my life...
I mean..
I have nothing to live for anymore...
Anything and everything that I try to do I fail at...
Have any of you tried to pick up a wet bar of soap on a wet floor?
Well this is something like that but that I've spent the whole week trying to pick up one lousy bar of soap...
I'm so useless...

The meaning of life...
What is it?
I don't even want to try doing anything now coz I fear I'll just stupidly fail at it...
My life is just like that...
Empty.

I hate my life..
Why am I even allowed on this Earth when all I do is nothing...
I feel so ridiculously useless....
I see no reason for me to be studying now...
Since whatever I do will surely not be enough...
Death sounds so nice right now...

I wonder if my classmates will remember me...
They'll probably think about me for like a week or two..
Then they'll continue with their lives...
That's what my life means at the moment...
Nothing.

I'm pretty sure people hate me...
Or rather have nothing to do with me...
Coz they know they'd just be wasting their time...
I seriously think I have no possible future in the world...
What the heck could I possibly do to contribute to the world...
Nothing.
Nothing at all...

My life is a wreck...
Nothing is right...
I don't think anybody can help me..
I'll probably just sink deeper and deeper into this abyss of doom...
I don't know if I'll ever get out of it...
I don't see how...
Life.
What is it to be used for??

I hope a car hits me soon....