The Path I Walk(3)

The sun shines brightly into my eyes as I continue on my path.....
The previous few days have been nothing less than torture for me.....
The situation looks bleak as I run out of rations and water....
I have lost half the will to continue my journey....
It seems meaningless to me.....
The end seems further than it was when I started it a year ago....
My feet have gotten sore with the continuous walk.....
I think back to the road I abandoned at the cross-road.....
What would that road have led to....
I regain focus on my path......
I spot something ahead as I walk....
There is a wall 30 feet high and with no end in sight.....
The path has been halted by this sudden obstacle......
This startles me and I do not know what to do.....
Turn around and try the other road?
Or pit my wits and struggle through?
I choose the latter....
I slowly begin to lose my composure and become a constant victim of stress....
The madness of continuing on this unseen road roaming around my head.....
Am I to give up on my journey?
The road has supposedly stopped here and I don't know what I can do.....
A few chances have come by but they soon go away.....
Leaving me in their dust.....
The grief of staying on that exact spot for so long without a goal drives me ever so closer to insanity.....
And so I wait and see what my fate has in store for me......
The path I shall not quit....
There will be a crack in this supposedly unbreachable wall....
And there I shall wait......